My online diary

**Noelani** · 06.05.2007, 12:25

Welcome to my online diary. In this topic I am going to write about my everyday life and thoughts and feelings. You can either write your own thoughts about the matter in question or just use it as your own online diary.

**Noelani** · 06.05.2007, 12:39

May 6th 2:20 AM
I am so in love with him. I was just wondering whether it always starts like this and changes once you get married. He is just the perfect guy for me. He has all those qualities I have always been dreaming about. I see married couples that seemed so annoyed by each other and I wonder if one day we are going to be like them. It happens so often that a loving couple marries and later along the way they become so enstranged and very often it ends with a divorce or they just live with each other for the kids. I do not want to be like them. I better never get married than marry and have my children suffer the consequencies of our enstranged relationship. See, I feel that it is never going to happen because what we have is so precious and so different. But isn't it what everybody thinks before marriage. Why does this happen? Why are we always so surprised to see a married couple still in love. One day I saw this middle aged couple kissing and holding hands and walking down the street and I asked them " Have you guys just met?" They smiled to me and said that they had been married for 14 years. Why was I so surprised? I cannot explain. Maybe because we do not come across people like that too often. Why? I am sure that I am going to live with him to the day I die because he is a part of me. Because there is no more Sonia and there is no more Bako. There is us! That's him that I cherish and that's me who he adores and there is nothing, not even marriage that is going to change anything.

**Noelani** · 08.05.2007, 09:24

I just saw the movie "Frida" and I am stunned. One of the best movies I have seen. She definitely became one of my heroes.The move was made in 2002 and I'm sure many of you have watched it. For those who have not seen it yet "Run to a blockbuster and rent the movie ASAP". The strength of this woman cannot be described by words. The story is about her life as an artist, as a woman, as a wife, as an Mexican icon. There is a lot to learn. Now I know what's the next book I'm gonna read. I'm gonna read her diary. Please watch the movie and let's discuss it. Whether in Russian or English or Armenian, does not matter. I would just really love to talk about her with you guys.

**Princessa** · 08.05.2007, 09:53

Я полностью согласна с твоим мнением о Фриде! Она была единственной в свое роде. Её картины такие же необыкновенные как она сама. А ее манера одеваться, ее неповторимый стиль!
и скажу, что Салма Хайк сыграла великолепно!

**Noelani** · 08.05.2007, 10:30

Yeah. Salma Hayek is a great actress and the roles she plays, she plays with passion. It was great for the director to choose her as Frida.
If I saw Frida's portraits without watching the movie or knowing anything about her it would be extremely difficult for me to understand her portraits and like them. But when you know about her life and emotions during the particular time she painted them you understand them. Her portraits convey so much emotion. They are her autobiography which express much more than words.

**Noelani** · 08.05.2007, 10:46

my favorites

**Princessa** · 08.05.2007, 10:54

да согласна, у нее не простой стиль. действительно, узнав ее жизнь ее путь творческий и жизненный, только тогда можно оценить и понять ее картины.

**Noelani** · 12.05.2007, 13:10

some of my new pics

**Noelani** · 13.05.2007, 00:46

I just ordered my wedding invitations.

**Noelani** · 15.05.2007, 05:58

I am going to miss the forum. I decided to leave you guys for 2 weeks until my finals are over. I will definitely check sometimes but I can't do it too often because I have soooooo much to do for my classes. I hope you will miss me too 'cause I'm definitely gonna miss you and the forum. Chao.